So it’s 3 18 AM and I’m still wide awake. I just can’t believe that 36 hours from now will be a memorable date for both of us.
Something just happened and I will never let that happen again. We had a fight, again and it’s all my fault. I just… I don’t know what to say or what to do. All I know is that it’s my fault and again, for the nth time, I have managed to hurt the person I love the most. I know I’ve said the wrong things and there’s nothing I can do to take it back. I looked around me and see all the lights blaring, people dancing but I still didn’t have fun. I kept thinking about what ‘that person’ said, “I’ll give her time and space.” I don’t know what that means but all I know is that I’ve hurt my love and when I said I hurt, it means a lot. I’ve wanted to text ‘that person’ but I just can’t, knowing that ‘that person’ is still mad at me. I know that I’ve acted so stupid and immature and I’m really sorry for that. I shouldn’t have let my emotions run over me, I should have had control over myself. I will never let this happen again because if there’s one person I need to talk to in situations like this, it’s my love. I regret all the things I’ve said and done and I’m willing to do anything to make up to that special someone.
Hey if ever you’re reading this, I love you. :)
Aw. Summer love! <3





